They're In

Transfered four in today, two of them looked awesome according to re and embryo guy and the other two not so good. I now have no more embryos, said they thawed out the rest of the day one embryos and none of them survived the thaw. So they turned to the rest of my blasts one of them did not survive the thaw, so the four remaining were put in me. Beta is scheduled for the 24th it was the 28th but nurse called and said she can make it earlier said 28th was based on if they had to transfer day one embryos, but since we are doing blasts then the 24th is fine, I was like yeah I want to do it earlier, because that means if this works second beta will be on the 28th.

I got my heparin today finally the pharmicist called the nurse to get things squared away, she was really protecting her ass, but I still have to go in tommorrow to get the needles because I need tb needles and they only have insulin, luckly directions nurse gave me were to start tommorrow. So now I am officially in the tww and officially pupo

CVS Drama

I have been trying to get my heparin prescription filled all week, when I first took it in the pharmicist said he would have to order it and it will be in tommorrow. So I went the next day after work to get it had to wait 45 minutes for the new tech guy to stare at the bottle then the lady pharmicist was like she has been waiting to long so she took over and filled it, I asked for needles she said I can't give you needles because script does not state how much I am to take and its not written on script to give me needles. So I call nurse to see how much I am suppose to take and that they would not give me needles, she asked what the concentration was I was like 5000 she said no you are suppose to have a concentration of 20,000 and then you would use .25 twice a day, she was like I am calling the pharmacy, she calls me back says everything is squared away I can go in tommorrow and trade for right prescription and she will give me needles, go in today same new tech guy and they have a pharmacist that works as a floater between stores, the new tech guy knows whats going on but the floater guy won't sign off on it, apparently he told tech guy to tell me to come back on sunday when supervisor is there, and new tech guy is scared so I was sitting there for thirty minutes thinking he was having trouble making the swap in the computer, then pharmicist yells at tech guy you need to tell her instead of having her sit out there. So I guess I will be back on Sunday to see if I can get this filled, if no help then I will just have nurse give me new script and just use the pharmacy in same building as my RE they always have the meds stocked for fertility treatments I should of went their in the first place but its just not conveinant if I need a refill and not seeing RE.

lining check set

Set up to have lining check on tuesday morning before work, turned in my request to be able to leave work for the transfer for the 14th did not get denied, I was so scared I was because there are already two people off that day, but I guess since I am coming back to work after appointment no biggie. I am hoping lining will be fine it was a 8 on wednesday I think it will be a 12 or 14 by appointment time.

sonogram today

Had my sonogram today, doc had me worried talking about my lining looked too thick and he was going to give me provera to start a new cycle. Then I reminded him he had me start estrace last week, then he was like oh then your fine lining is coming along fine it is at a 8. Still have to do a lining check next week, but he said I can come during ivf monitioring which is before work and just leave ultrasound with receptionist. All immune testing came back negative. So transfer is still the 14th.

I have a date

Well witch is here, will have saline sonogram on sept 2nd, I start estrace tommorrow and transfer is set for sept 14th, just so ready to get this show on the road.

Day one

Well went ahead and took my first shot of lupron, 9 more days and witch should be here, by the time my suppression check comes results of blood clotting test should be in and I will know if taking heparin is because I actually need it or if I am just taking it because it can't hurt.

Follow up Appointment Results

Went in for follow-up appointment, results of D&C came back normal male, doc said this was not good, said if it came back because something was wrong with baby he said that would of been better, said since its normal said then that means it was something wrong with me, said also with my implantation rate which would be 9% said we really have to consider something is wrong with my endometrium, said I should be having a implantation rate of 35-40%. Said after next cycle if not pregnant said I can go ahead and use up my eggs and embryos and hope for a miracle, or get a best friend to carry, or just consider myself done with trying. For this next cycle I will be adding heparin to the mix doc said this is the kitchen sink, said if this does not work then that is all. So I hope this has to work in just getting me a positive would be great at this point, am I feelin sad no because if this cycle is not working and I go in for another consult I believe doc may come up with another plan, he had a med student following him that day and he is usually overly dramatic with outcomes when he is being shadowed, So now just waiting for meds to get here so I can start lupron, thank god no birth control pills.